I borrow it. I borrow it Paul.

The pictures are always popping up. I guess that's part of technology. Remember this. Memories of that. Spot light on. This day 2 years ago. My phone says I have about 1,000 pictures of him. One today he's wearing a pullover hoodie. It's thick and warm and has a Superman emblem on it. I remember him telling me, "I borrow it. I borrow it Paul." He would call me Paul sometimes. We never knew why. If you asked him who I am he said my name. But he would call me Paul when he spoke to me. Hey Paul. We thought one time it might be because a grown niece once had a boyfriend who took him on jeep rides named Paul, and maybe he associated the name Paul like a term of endearment. He did that to girls in his family, would call them Mary even though he knew they weren't Mary. So maybe Mary was a term of endearment. One of his nieces said he would tell her, "Give me that baby Mary" He loved babies.